It’s taken me a longgg time to emotionally and mentally come to terms with the fact I’m on disability. Not only has this thrown a wrench into my retirement planning but also the mental workout I received from problem solving. I can no longer use a keyboard or mouse for work, let alone use a pen.
Sadly I can’t style my hair or apply makeup the way I used to. I can’t clip my own nails and struggle to scrub my hair with shampoo. Shoot, even shaving my legs can be difficult on a bad day. Just holding my phone can cause my hand to seize. I really miss gardening. I’ve been finding hacks wherever I can. I found a floss handle that helps make it possible for me to keep up with this daily chore. I’m learning to apply eyeshadow sticks with my left hand and it takes me a long time. Kurt can actually apply my makeup better than I could with working hands. 😃
I finally feel as though I’m finding my groove. I’m learning to ask for help and except it when it’s offered. I’m learning to slow down and enjoy the little things. I’m so grateful for my friends and family that make me feel loved, not different.
Me Myself and My Dystonia 